Ever wondered how it feels like, loving someone, and asking nothing in return?
It sucks
And some would probably cry their hearts out, i choose to sleep and forget everything that has happened to me.


3J is 2nd for interclass, i think we rock. I got cuts and all, but its worth it, its nice to see us play as a team. And we probably should have won, but fatigue and stuff. Okay, so i'm falling asleep already, hello my comfy bed!



Eugene Thaddeus Lee Chun Yin,
You're a fucking good for nothing dickhead who can't seem to get anything right
*nods head*



When I see your smile, tears roll down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong,
I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know, I'll find, deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my, you're my, my, my, my true love,
My whole heart, please don't throw that away.
Because I am here, for you.
Please don't walk away, and please tell me you'll stay.
Whoa-oh-ohStayWhoa-oh-oh

Use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill.
And I know I'll be okay, though my skies are turning gray.
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven


Oh no, i'm super addicted to this song now. Thats bad cos soon, i will start to lose interest, and it will disappear from my playlist forever. But anyway, the lyrics are really strong, and touching. Hahahah sentimental me. Can't seem to catch it on MTV, so ya i want to see the video!

I finally dragged my lazy..... fingers to log into blogger.com to post cos i've been on a raincheck for the last week or so. There was so much to blog about last week, but i kinda forgot already? Ok so here goes my powerful memory skills.

Wednesday, wednesday. Post exam stuff, like talks and performances. So Avi Bryan Shannon wanted to go town. But you know i was kinda reluctant, cos must pon the last hour of school or so. I'm a good boy you see. But then town sounded like an exciting prospect. At least i thought so. Got there, walked around, found Bryan's stuff. Yea during lunch, they said they had training, so they had to leave by 2 plus. I'm like, WTF! FIY, the match at delta was at 6. SO, i had to burn like all that time, somehow, ALONE. AVI READ THIS, SHANNON TOO. ALONE! Yea, so i went to the bookstore at take(don't want to spell it la, its so long and i don't want to be embarassed (: and took some World War 2 book, and read it for like close to 2 hours. Wow, reading books, it was damn good. And some magazines too, ok so thats how you spent 2 hours alone. Learn! Got to delta, Clinton was like "you should have told me, i was stoning at Raffles City with Micah" -_-' Thanks, should have called him or something. Bummer

Thursday, interclass soccer. We're through, to the quarters. Yea, big surprise there. Well interclas soccer brings out the worse in everyone, especially here in RI. We all want to win, well most of us la. I know many out there are damn relaxed, and that actually makes interclass games what it really should be, enjoyable. Oh wells, i never expect interclass to be without its contreversies. Though its quite funny to see other players get petty and heated, not funny when my own classmates do that though.

Friday, you know i suddenly can't remember what happened on friday. So lets skip it.

Saturday, hmmmmmm. *thinking, but there's like no hope of remembering anything* Exco meeting in the morning? Yea then Macs breakfast. Macs hotcakes is the ultimate breakfast, Jing says it diabetic. But thats the nice part right? Went back and sleep, and couldn't wake up for RCIY! Walao i feel damn bad, shit i'm a holy boy somemore. I can't go the coming session, so that makes it like 5 weeks of NO-RICY for me. And couldn't go for mass cos there was match at delta. India vs Pakistan? Yea good match, i'm very inspired by this International tournament. Hockey was actually that nice to watch. Hahaha

Sunday, shopping with my ultra big family. Dad, Mum, Me, Kiddy. Hahaha, whatever. So yea wanted to buy haviannnas, however you spell it. All my fav designs don't have my size. Shit head, stupid heeren outlet. Ryan bought 400 dollars worth of stuff. Every shop he went, the receipts were enough to give him membership. Which he gave it to me. So nice. I spent absolutely nothing. So proud of myself. Besides socks which is a neccesity. I need new slippere damn it *hint hint* Then to delta for the finals, Australia and India. Aussies are so damn tall, not dark, handsome, and muscular. Thats so NOT FAIR! But ya, they played well, i was the only Aussie fan among all the indian fans. I was so scared i get bashed up. But i'm alive yes. Australia's hockey is really damn good, fast and alot of passing.

Monday, got back scripts. Ok next topic, i shall not talk about EOYS, it kinda, makes me a little depressed.

First round of open amateur today. I'm having trouble spelling amateur. I don't know why, its just so hard to spell it. I'm fucking suay, i got a flu last night. Took medicine this morning, make me so drowsy. Ended up playing like a moronic cockhead ): Sigh, why like that. I need to make the cut, Roko wants me in the youth squad next year. I need to prove my worth! Ervyn was trying to make me a little more relaxed, by like talking to me, and encouraging me. Thanks loads ya! Looking at his mowhawk hair, and his few ear piercings, he looks damn scary. But he's really one of the nicest guys i've met. Ok, so hopefully i play better tomorrow, cos right now everything looks so gloomy.

If you actually bothered to read all that crap, you're good

Reply to tags, learning from Avi
Jacque: Deprived, even if i built those at home, i have to be in bed by 9!
Paula: Hahaha i know, 4 months leh!
Kristen: Thanks! It was school work so must like do properly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ya!


Yet, i'll still be your guardian angel

Now that exams are over, i find myself wanting to study, cos its really damn boring to go out the whole day and facebook. That sounds stupid, how i dreaded studying 2 weeks ago, but i'm now frantically looking through all the un-boring notes. Hahah, shoot me now

I need some proper shopping soon, cos i haven't shopped in like 7 years! DEPRIVED! Anyway, tennis todat with Bryan, Shannon, Avi and Wei Shen. I ROCK IN TENNIS, I think. Hahah no, but tennis is fun, real fun. And its tiring too, cos now my knees are gonna die soon. I played DOTA today, for the 4th time in my life. I'll probably never understand the craze, cos its such a retarded game, and such a difficult game. Bryan was feeding on me. Can you imagine, Bryan feeding on me. Thats how noob i am.

Hello golf, i'm gonna start practicing soon. All the tournaments coming up, cannot affordto play any worse already. I have to say again, i'm a deprived teenager. Tag if you know why (:



Yay exams are over! Thats what i would like to believe. I'm not gonna give a shit for geog tomorrow, they purposely put it on the last day so that the few idiots, about 100 or so who take geog, have to come back to school for it. And the lit students too. Couldn't they make maths on the last day so that EVERYBODY has to come back? NO FAIR!

So anyway, the past few days have been EOYs. Damn shiok la, to take a 2 hour exam paper, have a severe migrane after that, and then last minute revision during recess, and another 2 hour paper. A good mental strength test i should say, for all Rafflesians out there. Maths is screwed, SS, english, Chinese, History and Geog should be fine. I don't take science ya (:

Short post, short post, i hate people who self invite. It shows how much society actually wants to not mix with you, not that you are a complete asshole or whatever, but but but, it still doesn't give you the right/left to go out with people who didn't ask you, but rather you forced yourself to it. I HAVE JUST SAID WHATEVER ITS IN MY MIND, and it feels good (:

Shopping tomorrow! (:




You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me


I shouldn't be blogging, paper starts in 11 hours time. I've got chem notes from Wei Shen, chinese stuff from Shannon. Thanks guys!

Well i feel quite sucky today. Not that i wanted anyone to know, but Avi and Wei Shen knows. Which turned out to be a good thing cos i felt better after that. Love you both loads!

Off to do some final mugging now. I just hope its the exam stress thats making everybody feel like fuck



Hello Ms Yong, this shall be my blog entries,for term 3 (:





http://www.todayonline.com/articles/206244.asp

Recently, China has come under fire, for their manufactured goods. In this case, the over dosage of lead content in the paints. Its interesting to see, how many of the high ranked offcials immediately point the finger to the Chinese manufacturers, who are tasked with producing large quantities of goods, at an alraming fast pace, at whatever cost. Quality is secondary i must say.

However, lets take a step back, and clearly see for ourselves, how much of the blame should actually be put on the Chinese manufacturers. Its easy for us, as the consumers, to put the blame on the easiet option available, without knowing the full story behind the whole saga. I would like to believe, that the MNC's play a part too, in ensuring that the quality of the goods do not get comprimised. This is only fair, because the promise of quality checks by the MNCs should have been done before pre-shipment.

Businessmen will always be looking for cheap labour. And thats when these workers are tasked to do ridiculous work in a short spam of time. However, many people fail to see that. Many people fail to see that it should be the people of power in the company who are responsible for the quality in their goods. The workers, often uneducated, are really just doing their job. Doing it for that little pay they can get to feed their families back home. Its a tiring job, but somebody has to do it. However, the educated people should be the ones emphasing the need for cleaniness and stringent checks among the factories.

Chinas is fast becoming a country of possiblities, and her progress over the years have been remarkable. Her impact on the global arena is immense, her moves watched closely, and her every mistaked magnifyed by the press. In this sense, China needs to remain competitve. Negative press reports is the last thing the government wants. China should focus on rebuilding itself, rebuilding the trust she lost it so carelessly. Producing half the goods the world needs is extraordinary, but producing it with a clean reputation in tact is something even more respectable.

No doubt, i would be more careful when i'm buying goods made in China. However, its gratifying to see many officials stepping up to ensure that the qualiy of the goods do ot get comprimised, again. A simple act of cleaniness would be well received by all. Lets start with the Beijing Olympics.

(: :)

Article taken from The New Paper
Thursday, 13 September 2007
Singapore teacher outs himself on blog


Probably one of the fastest news to hit most schools would be the above article, about a gay teacher who finally came to light about his homosexual behaviours in his blog. This article has set me thinking, in more ways than one. It showed me how shallow most Singaporeans are.

So much uproar caused, so much tension, so much controversy. Over a male teacher's sexual preferences. I do believe that we Singaporeans have too much time on our hands, because there are certainly much more pressing issues that we can talk about. In simple terms, we are too comfortable. Too satisfied with all that has been achieved by our forefathers. Our itchy fingers, and unfortunately mouths, have to find something to gossip about. We needed to find something to let the whole world know, that not all of Singapore's teachers are straight.

In other countries, there is so much poverty, so much misery. People are not concerned with whatever the newspapers publish about gays. Heck, they don't even have newspapers. People are just concerned with living everyday, and hoping for a better tomorrow. New Orleans. Hurricane Katrina struck through the state, leaving many people homeless. Would the people care about one gay person who's teaching their kids? They would probably be happy to even let their kids have proper education.

My point is, Singaporeans are too relaxed, to a point where we get involved in things that don't matter to us. Many of us, not all, do not understand the hardship of life. The needs and not the wants. Yes we go to church, yes we have CIP, yes we have those visits to old folks home. But is it helping? Flip the newspaper and the are more articles on the world outside of Singapore. And its definitely not pretty.

I'm proud to say that the teacher was my form teacher for 2 years. He taught me for 2 years, my hated subjects, the sciences. I looked up to him, with respect because he struck me as a teacher who was proud of his students, a teacher who cared. He was witty, and always carrying a joke along with him. He taught well, we dubbed him one of the better science teachers in our school. In short, he was a teacher. And we never looked at him any other way. I'm proud, just to have a teacher who besides teaching, cares for his students. Nothing less




Blog entires are done! PHEW



Hello EOYSs (: First paper will start in roughly 12 hours time. Its really fast, and if you asked me last week whether i was prepared, i would stare blankly and say no. But today was a great day in school. My GPA has been pushed up by at least 0.5, and now, i can safely say i have big confidence going into the exam papers. Especially physics and chem, my used to be weaker subjects. Its still weak la, but its much better now (:

Aye, then malay test was just disgusting, i failed terribly. Hahaha, tried sucking up but Chikgu is quite smart. AVI, cheer up, you'll be alright (: And we should stop eating pizza hut, 2 times the last 3 days?!?!

I must add this in, SUSPENDERS ARE DAMN HOT! I was wearing it like an idiot today around J8 and in school. But omygosh, they're so cool. Buy me a suspender!

Alright, thats all i can think about right now. Besides wanting to own 3 new pairs of havaianas (: Can't wait for next thursday, i'll go crazy, just a little (:

Eugene Thaddeus
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