You took my heart awayWhen my whole world was grayYou gave me everythingAnd a little bit moreAnd when it's cold at nightAnd you sleep by my sideYou become the meaning of my lifeStupid michael learns to rock. Their songs are super emo, makes me sad only ): And then i switch songs, out comes my playlist of chinese songs. Okay thats another emo batch of songs. Change, out comes Hawk Nelson and plain white t's. I love these 2 bands, but they don't really make me feel better. Whatever
I'm trying to mug, and facebook is not helping. I feel sad, i miss you Jeremy, you're a older brother i never had. Thanks so much, i really love our conversation!
And i probably was kidding myself if i said i don't think of you anymore. The little things that i once saw you did, still hit hard in memory. I try hard not to live in self denial, but its hard. I remember the late night calls, and all my attempts go down in vain. I remember the little times we spent together, sweet and short. I loved it. I remember when things started to go wrong, and how selfish i became. Try as i might, i failed. And to all the times you said you love me, it now seemed so far away. Like in the distant sunset, and speaking of sunsets, how i wished we had the chance to watch it together. Testimony of our relationship, but i guess it doesn't matter anymore. I really did love you, so much so i became a fool myself. The important thing was i did. You probably knew that, maybe not in the final hours. How i wish we could have done more things, and how afraid i was just to even hold your hands. Tell myself i have to forget you, tell myself its all over, tell myself that everything did not happen. Can't, I'm sorryWe went for the play yesterday. At a price too. We had to skip the grand finale of the PE module. I really wanted to go for both, but yea the lit thing was somewhat compulsory. Greedy me. The play was really good, and funny. The whole play was acted by 2 people only. Really amazing how they actually did it. The fast transitions of change of clothes, and voice makeover in those intense seconds. Money well spent (:
Anyway, i saw Pierre Png and Andrea De Cruz (did i get the name right?) at the play. OMYGOSH, they're a super hot couple! Pierre is super lean, and tall, and handsome. Andrea is tall too, and really hot, and pretty! Hot couple of caldecott hill! And saw Adrain Pang too, with his angmoh wife. Somewhat opposite couples. But Adrain is funny, thats all that matters.One thing i learn from all my school mates in sensitivity. Sensitivity towards other people's feelings. Sensitivity in the choice of words. Not that RI guys are good at that, but i learn from their mistakes. I would like to ask a few people to really shut up their big mouths up, cos its pissing people off. Poor me too. But i'm not as good as Shannon, so i can't really say the names. But yea, you know who you peeps are. And by the way, you pissed me off twice. SiyuanShannon darling, i can't be all yours. Learn to share! (:Sigh the weather these days been really hot, its retarded. I should just lock myself in my room, with the aircon and fan both switched on, and sleep the whole day. But unfortunately, EOYs is in 1 weeks time, and i've gotta motivate my brains and wherever else important to start mugging. I'm not a very good mugger, and i don't like mugging. But no choice right, society is such. Chem, muacks, i'm gonna embrace you with open arms!*takes a deep breath cos this post is giving the author here finger cramps* I'm tired, everybody is. Tomorrow is the last day of DMP. It has been fun i guess, but somehow i prefer my normal academic timetable. At least i'm in the right frame of mind for EOY's. Okay whatever, goodnight!Jacque: I'm gonna own your ass in bowling! (: (: (:
I'm sitting at home, mugging my head off. Chem is blasting my brain into a million pieces. Can't wait for maths and physics ):
So lets see, what has happened the last few days or so. I've been quite lazy to blog recently, and the cookie thing was screwing my browser or something. SO ANYWAY, wednesday was Shannon and Nick's chalet cum birthday party cum stayover cum no sleep cum hard sofas that are impossible to sleep on. Was at cine at about 1 with Avi Bryan and Lennie. Bought the thong which looked surprisingly gay for Shannon. And I"M A NEW URBAN MALE MEMBER! Ok don't ask me why i'm so excited about that. Basically we bowled, (and i fucking hell fell down on the oily floor) pooled, then went back to the chalet to can't remember what. 
Oh yea fifa on xbox. And i ownd Dixon's ass upside down. Then barbeque(is that how you spell it?) And i helped cooked! Everybody said i slacked which is so not true. You guys should be thankful you got your chicken wings cooked by me cos i only ate 1! Then we played poker, which i just learnt. Its addictive, and really really fun. I can't remember what else we did, but alot of bitching too. And like at 1 everybody rushed to the beds upstairs. Bloody hell, Me Avi and Dixon had to sleep downstairs, lucky me had the sofa. Thanks AVI! Yea so basically 2 hours of sleep, and on thursday we were all sleeping in class
Malay oral test on thursday. Whcih according to chikgu, i failed miserably. This picture shows i'm still a kid at heart, i can fit into the mini school bus (:
Lets see, friday i only had 1 period. Morrison meeting at 1. I'm in the EXCO! Which means no more wearing of Moor house shirt. I know Johnny will probably bash me up, but i'm cool with it. Yea and apparently they feel during the course of next year i might get demoted so un-EXCO. Cos of many reasons and factors. But i'm alright with that, makes me wanna prove them wrong even more.
Saturday i had RE finals. Which was pretty good. The teachers enjoyed our little skit and "you guys were the mosr livelier groups" Okay so that means at least bronze or something (: (: And i took a 4 hour nap, pig!
Off to study again, take care world!
Hello my best friends, besties!
I WILL LOVE YOU
Because maybe i would
And we were only kids
And our time couldn't end
And how tall did we stand
With the world in my hands
SHADOWS AND REGRETS
Hello world, i got no idea what to blog about now. I'm sleepy and moody, and i've got an extra overload of pictures now. Which is a good thing. Everybody around me is sadddd now ): The world isn't supposed to be a sad place. My mind feels clogged up, like there are many thoughts encircling my head. My ear is gonna itch soon, and i'm tired. I said that already. This is a monolouge, quarrels and misunderstanding are inevitable. Please take care all my darlings
I have horny neighbours, and freakishly its true I woke up at 9 today and had breakfast. Like i told myself to hit the showers when i get upstairs, but but but, i fell asleep and woke up at 11.As a result, i was late for SS presentation. BummerI went for rciy today, like the first time in a few years maybe. And Andrew soooo makes my day! :D Hahaha please come after your exams, and after my exams, we can go for late night movie alrights boyfriend? And Andrew's biceps is big but he refuses to admit it, and goes on about how small it is. And i'm there listening, and telling myself "its okay, he hasn't seen your biceps, so he think he is small, don't fret darling"And mass with boyfriend#2! Hmmmm jacq is very loud, i mean very loud. I know you're reading this! :D And if you wanna ask me about my phone, ask me in private. But i love a 3 megapixel camera phone with BIG BIG keypads :DAnd dinner with mummy and ryan. Its like the first time we talked so much. And when daddy tried to add his stuff too, it was a really loud family at pizza hut talking nonsense <3>
Goodnight all readers, i'm tired and my knee's tired too. Spartan!
2nd day of DMP went pretty well. Pe was terrible, but i enjoyed the activities, like i can hug Avi :D Haha, the balancing on the bench thing cos really, you are that close to the guy next to you. You feel everything, but i enjoyed the game. And the numbers tapping thing was pretty cool, our group rocked
My 2nd BFF :D
My sideburns! :O 
I don't have any lessons tomorrow. I shall go and get a haircut. Mummy says i'm like a caveman. Only my sideburns la!
Facebook is an addiction, i swear it is. And its tiring too, cos everyday you get sooooooo many updates. And like, you have to keep adding applications and stuff, but i guess its alright, its funnnnnnnnnnnn.
Goodbye you, i don't know you
Its just like a walk in the park for us
So the next 3 weeks will be DMP with dear Avi. Hahaha we chose the exact same modules, not by luck there. Yes Avi, our modules are really fun and enjoyable, don't fret!
So we had a free period on the last, so we decided to play tennis! I was supposed to do work, but then like i'm so damn lazy shit. I think i have a future in professional tennis, Federer has finally found a successor. Don't look anywhere else, you're reading this blog already. Jason can testify to that, i'll probably need to learn the backhand thing from Bryan, and improve my serves :D
Ah but everything comes at a price. After tennis and training today, my knee is officially screwed. Its twisted in every angle, and like it hurts when i walk. Darn, i can't walk properly
And i realised you changed alot, for the worse. You've become more bitchier, assholic, and a whole lot fucked up. But you probably won't know it, cos you think everybody's your friend. Get a life, friendI'm broke, like no money at all. 2 movies on friday, so thats about it till EOYs. I promised myself not to go out anymore, to just stay home and study, PRODUCTIVELY. I'm suddenly feeling nervous at the prospect of exams, like i'm not ready yet. 4 more weeksBut baby i don't want to make the same mistakes again, i might take forever to understand you
And i would just like to say a big sorry to myself cos i really fucked up DBS. The double bogey on the last summed up my day in the office. I told myself before going into wednesday's final round "I don't care whether i win or lose, i just wanna go out there and do my best" But i guess at the end of the day, I badly wanted to win. Fuck i needed to win. 1 stroke lead after day 1, it all seemed like a fairy tale ending wasn't it? And throughout 18 holes, i told myself to keep cool, stay calm. Don't think too much Eugene, you'll do fine. You'll win your first tournament in 2 years. You got the lead darling, they should be the ones afraid. It came to a point where i was looking out into the open space, talking to myself to keep sane. Thank God for Julian, otherwise i would have exploded. Daddy puts it best, i probably didn't want to win it as much as the others. Sorry Daddy, i'll do better the next tournament. Sorry Greg, you had so much faith in me, I guess i let you down again. Sorry Eugene, you need to train harder to stay in contention. But i guess nobody's gonna feel sorry for me, cos nobody cares anyway. DBS is but a small tournament, Fuck, move on to the bigger things please
Enough of sorrow and anguish, on to more happier stuff. I had 3 hours chem remedial cum tuition with Mr Ong today. With Balu too. Gosh, that helped alot. My knowledge of moles and redox went up quite a bit :D And free lunch tooLate night calls
Okay so today being teacher's day, i shall give a big shoutout to all teachers who made me better in anything :DMr Ong, thanks so much for not giving on me. I almost gave up on chem, but you're always there to give me remedial and stuff, thanks much!Mr Lim, hehe sir, i don't think you know how good i feel when you say my working attitude for physics is good. But thanks anyways!Mrs Chua, thanks for making SS+CLE so enjoyable! Haha and i still fondly remember the chat we had after Progress Report 1 :DYu Lao Shi, I can't speak chinese here, or very well for that matter. But xie xie ni gei wo na me duo ji hui (is it correct?)Mr Chow, the last 3 years of ferrying me up and down laguna and home has been awesome. Thanks so much for your behind the scenes help! :DOffhand i can't remember so many teachers, but i think being a teacher is really tough. So to all teachers, happy teachers day!Sheezz, i think i'm such a thoughtful guy :D
Re semifinalists :D Hopefully finalists too
So quick recap of friday. Teacher's day celebration was pretty awesome, the emcees were bloody funny. Haha i especially enjoyed the commercials. This celebration was like sooooooo much better than National Day can. So had to go home and take my clothes. Like damn stupid to go home and take clothes la. Super waste time. Took 13 to saints! NICE TO SEE ALL OF YOU AGAIN! Yea lemme see who was there, Amos D.J Jeremy Rio Roy Zachary Terence Edwin Kevin Clement Mervyn Melvin Joshua YuanHao. Haha we talked about good old days, like how primary school is super stressful, Joshua changes girlfriend like change underwear, and how Amos is single, and not too happy about that. Haha i really like going back to St Andrews, its quite a nice atmosphere. And saw Miss Poon too, how can we ever forget you? :D
Rushed to cine after that, only to realise you guys haven't bought the Dead Silence tickets. Oh wells, the last legion was quite a good show too. Like talked about war and all, i like medieval wars. Like damn cool the way they fight. And Daniel Tay sneaked in, which i thought was quite assholic.
Dinner with Shannon and Nick at Heeren. The wan ton mee thing. Then MRTed to School with Nick. I swear you're an idiot. You know the doors were about to close, then he just jumped in, leaving me stranded at Somerset. Wah thanks Nick, hahaha idiot. So guitar concert was pretty good, not that Nick and I were paying full attention. We were all the way at the back corner, talking about everything possible. Helicopter eh :P Haha and i guess we were quite loud, Maskil was quite pissed. OH and then there was this sec 1 guy who kept nodding his head to the tune of the music, it was hilarious i swear! But i guess you have to be there kind of thing to actually get it
And though time goes by
I will always be
Woke up pretty late today, met Clinton and Faris at City Hall to watch bourne at Marina. Wah best, we got front row seats. My neck was like breaking and aching and twisting from looking up. But i swear Bourne is this summer's ultimate blockbuster. Its damn action packed, and the videography is freaking good, and Matt Damon is one cool guy. His moves are pretty cheeky too, go catch it if you haven't.
We rushed to delta after that for our Div 1 game. Against Khalsa. Yea i scored the first goal :D Dylan the second. Then suddenly they scored 3 against us, and i'm sorry team for the first goal. Then i scored the short corner. I thought it was gonna be 3-3, but no fate didn't like us. Prashan had to score in the last few minutes. Thanks can :(
Dinner with mummy was good, and i'm dead beat from today. I shall sleep now. Time reads: 21:14 :D
