CCTs are over, well sort of. Its the last day of term 3. And looking back at this term, alot has happened to me. I received a good waking up call, in terms of my results. Well i know its not too late, i still have EOYs to pull up my grades. I set myself new commitement goals this term, which i previously broke. Not too proud to say i broke them, but yea its back on track. No problems there.


Okay so we have a relief history teacher the last few days. You know i have this super soft sopt for teachers who are extremely nice, to a point where he couldn't control our class. Like everybody came late, we just studied maths or physics during his lessons. I didn't think it was nice on our part, but he really was damn nice. Just like this cleaner we have. He clears all the plates cos occasional bastards don't know how to keep them, wipes clean all our canteen tables, and keeps the place spick and span. Well this is corny shit, but i do feel like he's super unfortunate. Not that he wants this kind of job, but somebody has to do this kind of shit. But why him? He probably didn't receive his full education, sheesh thats kinda sad. And we can't really do anything to help him. Or worse, students don't even give a shit





From Underneath I wanted you
To see the first thing I ever poured my heart into
You'll never know the pain that I've been through
I'm not so sure you'll ever know





I need the whole world to know this. I got 26/35 for malay test! Gosh i'm good :D And we're in the semis for RE. Thats another good thing too :D Haha





And it may seem like worlds apart, I'm just the boy next door













I'm feeling so fucked up now. Sore throat, super bad appetite and i feel like throwing up the last few day's food. Its terrible to be sick, right smack in the CCT period too. Fuck, i'm gonna throw up all over my laptop soon. Maybe its fatigue, but anyways i just feel like sleeping right now. But no, there's still work to be done. How the hell am i supposed to digest any revision for maths when my head's spinning? Screw it. I totally can't eat dinner.



And there was a point in time where you still cared
But now i guess it all doesn't matter anymore






And a mother fuck is trying to prank call me. Dude, you just picked the wrong time to mess with me. With all your funny smses, my mood is terrible now, and if i find you, i swear i'll twist your underparts left and right till it breaks (i apologise to all readers for my foul language, but i bet if you're in my position you'll be worse off than me) Yea you think its funny, it could be funny any other day. But not today dude, today i feel like shit.






I want the whole world to see,
how much you mean to me



I still think of you late at night




Bitching session with Avi, Shannon and Issac at Subway made me feel alot better today. Gee, i feel like a saddist but its perfectly fine i guess. Haha we talked about alot of stuff, can't put it here sheesh. But that what you get when you're with Avi, alot of bitching :D


I'm not sure if i can face school tomorrow :(

8 seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind


Hehe so we won our first div 1 game yesterday. Ugly hockey, and scrappy too. But its alright, against dirty NTU, a win feels satisfactory. Ho Sheng's dad says i look cute when i'm angry on the pitch. Nope, i think i look awful and pissed off

Mhmmm so week 10 beckons. Alot of CCTs. My favourite :P Notice how xanga has much nicer smiley faces or whatever faces. Blogger is terrible in this aspect

Tomorrow is daddy's birthday, and i haven't got him anything. Shit, how do you buy your dad a present when most of your money comes from his pocket? I think a card, hand written of course, will be more sincere. Yes yes yes?


Why won't you tell me what it is
It’s driving me crazy trying
To second guess you










HAHA, we were that cute in Sec 1 :D





Fuck, i hate being on the substitute's bench. And its worse if i'm playing well. Please note that, thanks. For soccer at least

My new found hobby on a lazy weekend afternoon, dare i say, is not shopping. After eoys, i'll make a trip to konikuya(how the hell do you spell it?!) and spend the whole afternoon reading magazines and some books maybe :D You can join me if you want too :D

PTM was good, I'm very motivated to study now. For eoys at least. I don't wanna do badly anymore, every teacher says i was distracted last term. Hell no, i'm gonna prove them wrong

Is it not enough to say i need you terribly?

You Are 89% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride.

I know :D



I just realised that the homework we're getting in school is getting much tougher to do. And its getting more and more. This week has no CCTs, but there's a maths TA, a chinese oral, compo test and alot other shit. English debates and chem OBA next week. Gosh kill me, they're trying to squeeze everything because of DMP. Grrrr. And EOYs are approaching! :O Oh man, i don't know what to say about this :(

Have i told you that PTMs cause family problems? Yea cos parents will use the harsh words by teachers and turn it against their own sons, causing a big quarrel in the house. My dad still remembers the words Mr Ong said to him. That was in April mind you. I'm soooo screwed.

Pink socks are love :)








The prize for best proposition team stands proudly in my room :D With the runners up trophy for best bill next to it. Yaye! Okay so like after 10 months or so of hard work, we finally acheived what we set out for. It was really all worth it, especiall when the guy anounced out team. Woots Gan and I went bonkers. So anyways, thanks guys for all your efforts, you guys were awesome, my first RE team which was so successful. All the time at Gan's house and meeting up, before playing soccer nevertheless, was all worth it. I enjoyed the experience :D Thanks again!

My mum went "Gene, your first academic prize of your life" Yea i needed that little reminder

I'm having some cash problems. I need to start working again

Alrights so now my life is not as hectic anymore. CCTs are over, PTs have been extended to a much later deadline. I can finally breathe again, no wait there's still PTM. Like kill me now!



Life goes on even after CCTs. Chem CCT to be exact. First period, i'm sooooo not prepared for acids and bases, monobasic and dibasic, mol, PH, whatever. It was pretty screwed, chem is not my thing. And if its like that, I really have a heck care attitude. Thats pretty screwed, but being me, i don't give a shit. Maybe i shall enroll myself in chem tuition one day, any takers out there?

Hmmm got scolded by a pe teacher today. It was pretty screwed up. (Notice how i'm refraining from using the word fuck) Cos cos cos, i was hanging by the pull up bar, doing my usual stuff. Andrew Khan decided to gay me and hang opposite me, so yea basically it looked freaking gay and obscene. Well no big deal anyways, but whoever the teacher was, cos i can't really remember his name, decided to kick up a big fuss and throw both of us out. I mean okay i understand, you're inside your office, seeing through a window, so basically you act on what you see. Pretty rash if you ask me. But at least give me a chance to explain myself ya. Don't ask me to shut up. Yea so did my thing, explained nicely like how any gentleman would, and got my ass back in the gym again. Persuasive speaking i should say. Thanks load for the embaressment though.

Oh man i just remembered the incident about Shannon owing me money. Gosh its quite stupid to type it out here, but yea its hilarious. You must be there kind of thing to actually understand it? Nevermind.

Alrights i shall talk about moot parliament. Yaye the debates is over! And like after 10+ months of hard work, i guess we did pretty well against the nanyang girls. It was like damn coolios wearing long sleeve shirt, black shoes and blazer. Okay i sound like a small kid. But yea the atmosphere was pretty cool, with sooo many schools. I think i did a good job supplying points to the speakers :D By the way, Mrs Doreen Ang Li Huang doesn't like me as much :P Detention for first degree vulgarities. Yea there are levels of severity.

Ask me for the power rangers theme song! Its damn bloody nice can :D

This was supposed to be a short post, but i guess i have quite alot to write huh. And continuing being a 2 faced bastard thanks



Dear blog,

I know you've been complaing about me recently. I've not been posting as much recently. I'm afraid our relationship isn't just working out, its hard to maintain you and you know it. Coming onto blogger daily is chore, and thinking of interesting ways to keep readers unbored is soooo troublesome. (no such word ya) I hope you'll understand, cos deep down you know all my secrets, and sometimes its hard to blog it cos peole want to read about it. Soon, after the many PTs and CCTs that raffles has chose to empower on us, I shall visit you more frequently, and of course, cherish our 40-something post relationship.

Love,
Eugene Thaddeus :D

P.S Think of every post as a month in our relationship :D


Okay so that was a note to my little blog. I find it quite a chore to update now. Hahas, sounds vaguely familiar i guess. But i like this blog, its my first one with a tagboard. Sentimental value you see.

White font now!

Been having a sever migrane for the last 3 days. Started after our div 1 game. Which we lost. Sigh i really want to do well for div 1, i mean i'm trying on the field right? It sucks week in week out losing, we just gotta work harder. Have a better positive attitude. I know we can do well, its just a matter of confidence.

I really can't remember what has been going on the past few days in my life. Lemme recall now, monday was alright. Mondays are always damn long, like i will struggle to keep awake by 1. Sigh, i need a day where i can just rest and not have a stupid alarm clock beside me. Useless anyways, i snooze it about 5 times in the morning. Recently i've been waking up in the middle of the night. Not too good huh, affecting my mood throughout the day. But had a good gyming session nevertheless after school. Went early and nobody was there. Haha me and Balu had the gym to ourselves. So as everybody knows, Balu's arms are bloody BIG, and then he suddenly flexed his bicep, tricep and whatever to me and said "Eh still quite small hor?" I mean i know he's not trying to suan me or what, but like, Balu, your arms are bigger than my head. So yea, that should answer your question.

Today, tuesday was horrible. Migrane was soo bad, i couldn't really open my eyes. That sucks, PE made it worse. But i enjoyed floorball, with Sai we're the ultimate team. Hahas, the sun was really as hot as a hotdog, so you can imagine me, getting super pms and stuff. But i never, i had a productive lesson during maths. And i realise i don't really need specs if i'm sitting infront. Like cannot sms laaa, but i guess that should pull my GPA up.

Econs DMP after that, i sat with Matthew Tjoa. Last 2 years in the same class, but i think today we talked more that what we did for 2005-2006. Haha so basically Tjoa is moving on, so he needs to talk to me about girls and stuff. Like i know alot like that Tjoa. I gladly listen, and chip in my own stuff too. But his is always more interesting. Haha Tjoa, nice job, keep up the good work. Even though almost half the cohort knows about it cos Boon Tiong doesn't have a big mouth at all, its alright, just continue to have your big bolz :D

I liked malay courses with Shannon and Avi. Nick you ultimate pangsei. And who the hell is stephanie?!?! But Claire.....mhmm! Haha, anyway everybody thinks Shannon is a girl, oooohhh my msn nick can be oh so deceiving. Shannon doesn't want to be my girlfriend, idiot! I don't treat girls that badly kay!

Soooo, tomorrow not going school. MPP Debates! Not that i'm debating, but i'll still lend my support to my group. The last 10 months of preparation and stuff has been totally awesome. Tomorrow we're gonna do fine, we're gonna make a stand, we're gonna sweep everything, in our shiny black blazers :D But i'm skipping important lessons tomorrow, like physics and maths. Thats gonna kill me, i'm not the type who can afford to skip lessons.

Have i mentioned that i got a pink slip, this time only Mr Ong wants to see my mum/dad? Hopefully my mum. I tried sooo hard to avoid the dreaded pink slip, but it just ain't working out. I have this nothing (people usually say something) for sciences. Oh wells, live with it. And have i said i improve in all my subjects except chem? :D

Its hard, and you don't understand. Its alright, you're just like the rest. Fucking hell. I guess you will never know me, cos deep down you don't even wanna try. I tried, and you know it wouldn't be alright. It wouldn't be enough. You bloody snob



Wootsies i haven't posted in a few days already. Haha i shall do a quick recap of my long weekend.

So lets see, wednesday i was at sicc with andrew, shannon, nick and brian. Yea pool again and some bowling, which was awesome fun. But now i really can't remember what happened.

So came home at 7 and immediately fell asleep ! :O Woke up at 1 hungry, and wide awake. Slightly past midnight by the way. So i decided to talk to people who were still online, nocturnal freaks. Watched tv till i was too tired, and afraid of the silent night. Cos now is hungry ghost right? SO yea, i hated the silence, like makes you wanna scream. And my house is offically spooky at night. Period

Singfest on thurs was ROCKERS! AND AWESOME! Omg avenged was the sex yo! and gym class heroes, and cobra starship, and the academy is and crown king and mxpx (though i don't really know their songs) Couldn't stay for hinder cos it was bloody late, and my dad was calling. But but but, avenged was damn good! Haha they caused alot of moshing, cos of their genre of their songs you know you know? Yea but don't ask me how good singfest was, cos i'll just be really excited :D

Training today, in the morning which was exhausting. Like seriously can die. Lunched with Clinton and Christian. We talk alot :D. About everything under the sun. Its nice, knowing we can talk for more than an hour. Mostly emo stuff. Games day after that! Haha it was like damn fun laaa the games! And ermm dodgeball was a bit violent but still fun anyways. Freesbie(is that how you spell it?) was pretty cool too. I had fun with you know who ahahaha. Smack that! Omg rciy rocks la! With the MIP people too :D

Div 1 game tomorrow. I hope we do well. Parliament debates on wednesday :O Life is flying by like a housefly, as fast as a fastener, as quick as quiksilver :D



Thanks guys for all your votes! Haha i will try and be a good ccal for 2008, and hopefully do well in B Div. And of course lend some support in C Div :D Hehe thanks again, it really made my day. Congrats Clinton, we can work together now! Haha

Gosh since when have tuesday been a long day? Econs DMP till about 4.30 and malay class after that till about 5.30. Dude, thats like a whole day of non-stop learning. And anyways, Econs is about the stock market and opportunity cost and stuff like that, not some cooking lessons! I can't remember who asked me what dishes i learnt already. But it was quite funny laaa. Malay was bad, i might just fail the course. Nobody fails a DMP course, but yours truly has a knack for being special. Seriously man, i need to work harder on my malay!

Oh i can't rememeber what else happened in school today. Chem PT was good, Yong En and I. Haha he's seriously damn smart, i really didn't know what he was doing at first. But our answers are alright i guess. Oh man this post is pretty redundant, but anyways long hols is here. Singfest here i come! And rush hour too :D

You think life is so pretty, like a pony running along in a wide grassland. But when the world has turn its back on you, when your loved ones no longer care for you, when heads are high above you, you'll finally notice me standing with that stupid yellow umbrella in the corner of the street, out in the pouring rain. Offering a return smile. Offering that little bit of what i have. No words necessary. Thats when you know, and you'll realise, and you'll understand. Who i really am



Sometimes bottled up emotions can get really nasty. Its like you don't know who to turn to, or who to talk to. You really wanna let everything loose, but somehow you're aware of your surrondings. Sometimes you hate being a teen, cos you get all the funny emotions, and funny moodswings. Period, boys get them too. But we're not allowed to express it huh, stupid world.

Why the angry post?! Lalala, i wanna live in a condo, on the 12th floor. Like you can see all the houses, lights, cars, trees and everything else from high above. I like Gan's house, its nice and warm. Maybe its cosy because of the messiness, but its alright. Dinner was good too, pasta and soup with salad. Ooohh i'm hungry again, supper my love?

TICKETS FOR SINGFEST! I'm not selling, but can anybody sell it to me please? Mummykins has allowed me to go, GOSH I WANT TICKETS! Alternatively, i get it from sistic but i damn lazy laaa please. Like waliew where's the place yo? SOSOSOSo, if you're reading this, sell me your extra singfest ticket!

Blog hunting is distracting. Supposed to do work, but in the Nick gave me a intersting blog. Haha, shit yo, i spend almost an hour reading it right? I might become vulgar on my blog soon :D Like **** this and **** that. Haha no cannot, won't do.

Tomorrow is week 7. I like it that way. Life is just wheezing by, stroking through my face. Not even caressing it. Lets go my love, to a place where it wouldn't matter anymore.



Cross country was good! :D 19th place isn't sooo bad huh, out of like 200 runners? And i was having really bad phlegm, and tirednesss. But it was alright, i ran as fast as fastfood. And got prize too:D But cramps please go away now!

Went SICC after that, cabbed with Shannon and Nick. Hahah when you put 3 hilarious shits in a taxi, with no space at all in the backseats, yea you get ultimate crap. And bullshit. Camwhore sessions, which i promise you guys i will quit! Haha!

Dinner and then played abit of pool, which yours truly won Nick and Shannon, BOTH! Haha i was in total control of the match, especially against Shannon. I think i'm gonna start liking pool now. Even though Wei Shen is really discouraging. Mhmm so where do i claim my 2 bucks from?

Yu Lao Shi, you spoil me, but thats why you're so nice! :D

And and and, summerhorizon@hotmail.com is my new email! If you're already on my existing msn contacts list, do know that its safe to add :D

Pfft, i'm tired. Rest early, cos Div 1 starts tomorrow. Yea and i just love fridays with you guys :D



Simpsons movie is hee-hee-hilarious. Haha its like super lame and funny. Homer and Bart yes? I mean the plot has no meaning at all, but its alright, i laughed like an idiot like that. Andrew was much worse. Haha

Geog test and go and die please. Every question i was writing a essay, after awhile my whole wrist damn bloody pain laaa. Soo much to study too, and like I don't think i did really well. And CLE today we went through depression. So based on the 12 symptons given, i'm about 33% depressed (cos i have 4 of them) Haha but i'm not laa! But after the lesson, i think being in a state of depression is scary. Yea so all you emo peeps out there should never ever be depressed. Or worse, suicidal. Stay happy, watch the sunset and you'll be alright. OR HEAR ME SING FOR THAT MATTER!

Weird skin conditions that causes unusual spots should just go and rot, or work their magic on rats please.

Cross country tomorrow! I'll be slacking tomorrow yes Shannon? :D

And you don't know it, but talking to you made me feel so much better :D :D

Eugene Thaddeus
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