She's going out to forget they were togetherAll that time, he was taking her for grantedChannel 5 shouldn't show titanic. Cos the whole living room was filled with tears, mostly from my mum and ISo i tried playing 18 holes today, with Melvin Sara and Prawira. The air was so hazy, that all 4 of us were coughing. Well i couldn't breathe, and my lungs were gonna explode. I felt like i was going to die, but nah i didn't want do die at old courseYou know whats worse than that, its packing for Wuhan. Cos i can't find all my winter clothing, and we have no pack list. Screw it, i haven't bought everything yet.You know whats worse than that, its clearing up my table. Its like a fucking mountain, and yes i have to clear it by tomorrow.You know whats worse that that, its trying to sms on a Nokia N73. I think i talked about that before.You know whats worse than that, its haveing lower back problems, and nobody believes you.You know whats worse than that, its waking up about 10 times in the middle of the night thinking there's ants all over my bed. And when i try to flick them away, i realise it was all abad dream. 10 bad dreamsYou know whats worse than that, its getting blamed for something i have no control over. Like seriously, what do you expect from me?Whats worse, i have no idea. And looking back at my mistakes and telling myself, FUCK, screw it. I shouldn't have done that. Thats worse, thats punishment. Its like a dillusion, its like hanging on to that glimmer of hope. Don't do that, please.
