And i probably was kidding myself if i said i don't think of you anymore. The little things that i once saw you did, still hit hard in memory. I try hard not to live in self denial, but its hard. I remember the late night calls, and all my attempts go down in vain. I remember the little times we spent together, sweet and short. I loved it. I remember when things started to go wrong, and how selfish i became. Try as i might, i failed. And to all the times you said you love me, it now seemed so far away. Like in the distant sunset, and speaking of sunsets, how i wished we had the chance to watch it together. Testimony of our relationship, but i guess it doesn't matter anymore. I really did love you, so much so i became a fool myself. The important thing was i did. You probably knew that, maybe not in the final hours. How i wish we could have done more things, and how afraid i was just to even hold your hands. Tell myself i have to forget you, tell myself its all over, tell myself that everything did not happen. Can't, I'm sorryWe went for the play yesterday. At a price too. We had to skip the grand finale of the PE module. I really wanted to go for both, but yea the lit thing was somewhat compulsory. Greedy me. The play was really good, and funny. The whole play was acted by 2 people only. Really amazing how they actually did it. The fast transitions of change of clothes, and voice makeover in those intense seconds. Money well spent (:
Anyway, i saw Pierre Png and Andrea De Cruz (did i get the name right?) at the play. OMYGOSH, they're a super hot couple! Pierre is super lean, and tall, and handsome. Andrea is tall too, and really hot, and pretty! Hot couple of caldecott hill! And saw Adrain Pang too, with his angmoh wife. Somewhat opposite couples. But Adrain is funny, thats all that matters.One thing i learn from all my school mates in sensitivity. Sensitivity towards other people's feelings. Sensitivity in the choice of words. Not that RI guys are good at that, but i learn from their mistakes. I would like to ask a few people to really shut up their big mouths up, cos its pissing people off. Poor me too. But i'm not as good as Shannon, so i can't really say the names. But yea, you know who you peeps are. And by the way, you pissed me off twice. SiyuanShannon darling, i can't be all yours. Learn to share! (:Sigh the weather these days been really hot, its retarded. I should just lock myself in my room, with the aircon and fan both switched on, and sleep the whole day. But unfortunately, EOYs is in 1 weeks time, and i've gotta motivate my brains and wherever else important to start mugging. I'm not a very good mugger, and i don't like mugging. But no choice right, society is such. Chem, muacks, i'm gonna embrace you with open arms!*takes a deep breath cos this post is giving the author here finger cramps* I'm tired, everybody is. Tomorrow is the last day of DMP. It has been fun i guess, but somehow i prefer my normal academic timetable. At least i'm in the right frame of mind for EOY's. Okay whatever, goodnight!Jacque: I'm gonna own your ass in bowling! (: (: (:
