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You're plastic, you're fake. I think i am too
Today i feel damn whatever, maybe its like the stress of the coming week. Maybe its cos i feel i haven't studied or for that matter revise enough. Maybe i'm behind time. I need to be cheered up ):
Woke up at 9a.m, snooze10a.m snooze11.15 a.m snoozeFinally at 11.58a.m, i decided to drag my lazy fat ass out of the bed. Hahah and i realised my ordeal of being hated is over. I feel slightly more loved than i did last night (:Oh during CLE lessons this week, we were talking about death. So for about 30 mins or so, Mr Tan was talking about he dealt with the death of his loved ones. Like his dad passed on when he was 14, which i of course felt sad. Then we were supposed to write a letter because we were gonna die in a few months time, and the things you would change during this period of time. And when i was writing that letter, i realised i really wanted to change alot of things but i guess i didn't dare to, or was a little hesistant. So if i were to die, i really would go to everybody who cared for me, and tell them i love them. I ask myself, why is it i would only do that when i'm about to die?Enough of all the pondering which made me sad on thursday. Funny fact 1:I was going for my tuition on thursday, in the evening. So i took 410, then i passed RI, where Gan hopped on. So ya i sat with him, until i alighted first at my stop. Then we both said bye, and then just before the bus stopped, i said bye again. Don't ask me why. Then he like didn't hear cos he was plugging in his ipod. Then next to us was 2 RJ guys, 1 guy alighted at the same stop as me, and his friend said bye. Then i thought Gan replied, so i said bye again! Ya i realised i was damn dumb/jacked when the RJ peep stared at me. Fuck la, i never felt so stupid before. I don't think i actually get what i'm writing!Funny fact 2:Its something about my room, but i just cannot remember! CRAPThings that i want/need now:LaptopHard DiskCardigan sweater or whatever you call itThat bagI should start with my homework, namely ERP, SS, Geog,which i got extension for (: Philo, and study for maths chinese history and SS. Wah, Raffles Institution have cruel teachers ):HIATUS!
I am blind, i thought you were my good friend. And everytime i heard rumours about you, i defended you, not wanting you to get hurt. And infront of me, you wear a mask, you become all nice, which sends shivers down my spine. You become, on my side, you tell me how people are like, and scretly i disagree. Behind my back, you bitch and backstab, just so you can achieve acceptance. I don't wanna change you anymore, especially how you keep fickling with your words, and it gets to a point where its almost contradictary. You can go on telling people about me, and change and twist the cruel reality of the words when you're with me. I don't careNow that i have gotten that nonsense off my chest, it feels better. Hahah like you know, it was sticking to my chest, so now i got it off? OKAY, i feel damn lame. Blame Ugenie's photo! 15th feb, which was today, i had lunar new year dinner with the old folks as part of the interact club's plan to foster budding relationships with the elderly. Chim. Yea so I was in table 5. Got to the hall about 15 minutes late, talked to this chap, who was damn nice. Tried to take a picture without him knowing
Failed, sitting too far apart. Then there was the other guy, whom i talked to alot too. Reminds me of Grandpa, whom i was very close to last time. So just talked, random stuff. Then lohay. Then a 5-7 course dinner, which i ate very little cos i must sacrifice for the olde folke. All worth it, they were damn nice, except for one who scolded me for acting smart when i actually knew the title of the song. GRRRRR. Anyway, a picture of my table, plus cai shen ye, plus some other random peeps
14th feb, i spent valentine's day getting suaned by Yida and Jed. Bryan gave me a rose, which was nice and sweet. Hahaha, after school i went for tracknfield, realised i could fulfill my potential of throwing a javelin in RJ. I throw further than Avinash. Okay so i'm good then. Morrison has juniors that are really unenthusisatic, which sucks. We the exco have to go motivate them, just to turn up for the events that they signed up for, or to just bring the very available house shirts. SheeshhhSo pastamania after that, with Shannon, Avinash, Bryan, Marcus Lennie. Always like that, the only non-rugger. But it was nice, i ate alot and Avi would take pictures, disrupting my food intake. I know you read my blog, HAHAHAH
Tuition after that was rockers! I rock at maths now. Evidence, my latest maths TA, which FYI i always fail = 7/9I can't think of what to update anymore, cos i'm being rushed. I can't think when i'm rushed. So i shall update about B div. We won our first 2 matches, which is good. But we're not playing like that well, a few cock ups here and there. Like forwards gotta convert more, backline needs more composure, midfield should stop the dribbling. Yea, monday against Siling, hopefully we'll play better P.S This paragraph was useless ):I shall edn but before that i need to tell you something really funny which happend 23 seconds ago. I ate my coffee sweets, then i wanna throw the wraper away. The dustbin is under the table. I try to throw it in, from like 3cm away. Its like confirm go in right, then i throw damn hard, it missed by a mile, and flies to my table! Hahaha okay you gotta be here to actually see the thing to laugh until you're on the carpet.Crap i read the paragraph and its not funny ):
Hoho, my 90th post of this blog!
I got bored during RE. Maskil was being gay, he sucks at taking photos, i was owning at sudoku, he was helping me. Hahaha yea, RE at the hall with no teachers. And there was this son of a bitch switched on the fan. The air con was already switched on, so like the place was damn cold, the fan blowing straight at me. WHAT THE HELL, i was wearing shorts too ):
My 2 besties, they camwhore on the mrt (:
Welllllllll, non blury mrt screens make for better pictures (: AVI SO HANDSOME!
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Last week was Marcus's party, at wild wild wet. My god, it was super fun. So we tried everything. There was the relaxing stream of some sort where we just float around in a float. Quite nice, then there was this ride which was damn scary, like roller coaster! Sit in a float and drop almost straight down, like the viking but on water and no safety features. Somehow i was the only one screaming. Then it was this ride which could seat 6 but we only had 4-5 so not as fast. But the second time was super nice, cos Bryan Jason and Lennie are all fat, like me. So the thing went slightly faster. Then it was this purple tunnel ride, where you slide throught complete darkness. SCARY! Can't see whats infront of you, cos its pitch black! Then tsuanmi ride, where the water is turned to tsuanmi ride, so keep bopping up and down. HAHAHA DAMN FUN! Like getting drowned like that. After that we decided to tan, and thats about it. Happy birthday Marcus, Clinton and Zoey! I'm like a few days late for all of you, sorry! But i mean it cos its sweet 16 for everyone! Ah many more sweet 16 parties for this year i hope (:
You
Today was god sis birthday. Well so happy 21st birthday Steph! Your party rocked, the food was damn nice. The honeydew dessert was out of this world, i had 5 bowls! The cheese cake was heavenly, this is making me hungry! Hahah and geordie loooked funny bald, ah the life of all NS men. We played Wiii, i suck at it. Damn difficult, but the characters damn super cute! I'm thinking of getting one for my room, save save save! So i was the youngest at the party, i feel so small! But i had fun, and Loi is super hilarious (:
You know it
My 160gb ipod is here
My teeth hurts like mad
I've got a physics quiz on tuesday
I've changed my seating arrangement, i'm sitting with people with 3.6 gpa and above. I feel stupid ):
Hockey now is fun, with our weekly sunday matches against ORA peeps. I'm hoping to be able to drag flick by B Div. Its still not fast enough
Maths in school is hard, but Sai rocks in teaching
Chinese new year is coming
February is almost here
I know it
Lets
A man and a woman lived next to each other. But because of their habits, he turns right wherever he goes, and she turns left wherever she goes, they never meet outside their house before. Each morning, they leave at the same time, but never got to see each other. Were they not fated? Their rooms were of symmetrical design to each other, with their beds facing against the wall that seperated the 2 apartments. He thought nobody lived next door. She thought nobody lived next door. He was lonely, she longed for compianonship. Their paths never met. Years later, they both left the city. He went right to take the train, she went left to take a bus. They ended up at a crossroad outside a floral shop. They met, and fate brought them together. Its only later they realised all that separated them was 1 wall, and their own undoings.
be together forever
Sometimes, things are there for us, we just gotta take one more step, to get the full picture. Sometimes, we gotta let go of our own selfish ways, and look the other direction, where we may find happiness, bliss, and joy
even if it may seem far too long
I nearly cried when Ana lost. I don't like Sharapova, she screams too much, she's way too tall, and she's too unfeminine when she plays. Ana Ivanovic, she's a beauty, plays good tennis but she's a little nervous sometimes. I like her better, i hope she wins Wimbeldon this year (:
I'll never get tired of you
Goodnight! You're mine!
8 years from now i should be studying, Uni yes
8 years from now i'll be looking for internship
8 years from now i'll be more matured
8 years from now this blog still lives
8 years from now i promise i'll still be with you
I just love CLE, and maths tuition too (:
